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intro
00:30
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ariel: *keyboard noise* "oh goodness"
avery: "tracks ready? is everybody inside?" *silence* "fuck em"
gabby: *into mic* "hi. uh, uh this is, i'm frankie and this is my full band? we've done one show before and uh there's a little bit of feedback but we've done one show before and it was at andy's house and it was really good and it was fun and i hope we have fun this time too i'm really nervous let's go"
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Chi (Live)
03:53
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been waiting a while now
three months and i'll be free momentarily
because i miss you, your hands and
your lips, and when you roll your dumb eyes at me
we've grown since november
and all the shitty things that you'd hear about
i don't quite remember
why i was so comfortable selling him out
(chorus)
so can we chill here being dumb for an eternity
let's be huge douchebags to anyone who tells us where to be
can we just drive away from all this shitty energy
let's be best friends and be anything that we wanna be
been waiting a while now
three months and i'll be free momentarily
because i miss you, your hands and
your lips, and when you roll your dumb eyes at me
the way that my skin feels
is reminiscent of your fingertips
the way that my brain feels
without your presence is like having chapped lips
(chorus)
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i don't wanna feel the way i do without you
i just wanna lay in bed all day
and if you ask how i can appear to be just fine
you know that's just how i am
c'mon, c'mon you wanna kill me
i know you really wanna quit me
aaaaaaaaaa
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if i cannot kiss the boy i love
in front of you all, looking down from above
without being told that i am disgusting
i will not play my music for you
and if i cannot let my body grow,
unyielding, as it so longs to grow,
without being told that i am disgusting
i will not play my music for you
ooooooooo i will not play my music for you
and if you speak of me that way,
call me words you can't even properly say,
without thinking twice of the consequences
i will not stand to tolerate you
you think it's hip, you laugh, you shout
you let garbage spill from your brain out of your mouth
you disgust me, you insult me
i will not stand to tolerate you
ooooooooo i will not stand to tolerate you
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Been Dreaming (Live)
03:24
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white skies, yellow trees
something vague about lasting the winter
you can't buy much gas with fifteen bucks these days
too many splinters
you told me
don't blame love on your body
i don't even belong to my body anymore
i'm sorry
let's go hide in the biggest bathtub we can find
and it's gotta be close to the ground
(or closer to the ground than we would be if we hid over there)
that spot is just a little bit higher
it's too high
and everyone else is too
(they're all) too high
it makes me so uncomfortable
that's why i only spend time with you
i don't like all these condescending jokes about suicide
"well they're not jokes haha" don't fucking joke about suicide
too high
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i used to hate when you talked to other girls
you know that hasn't really changed
no, no that hasn't really changed
it's kind of always stayed the same
although i haven't seen you in like three whole months
you know, that's kind of really strange
it's kind of really, really strange
it makes me feel a bit deranged
and these pearl inlays in my ukelele aren't doing so well
in telling you the batshit crazy thoughts i want to tell
the first and last things on my mind each day won't cease to be you
and there's not way of telling if that's how you're feeling too
sometimes i realize just how bad i feel
and that it feels like it's been years
it feels like i've been sad for years
my face is all dried up from all these tears
but other times i feel like i could just do so much better
i could just find someone new
someone who looks kind of like you
and does all of the stupid shit that you used to do
there's no easy way to tell myself that things are done
the way we fell apart was not a great situation
maybe if i could get some closure then i would feel okay
and all my stupid fucking feelings would just up and go away
sometimes i hate myself for ever giving up hope on you
i never meant to say some of the things that i said but neither did you
i guess sometimes we all say things we never wanted to
but when you said "drunk words were sober thoughts" i really hated you
so much
i hated you so much
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gabbo Washington, D.C.
nonbinary folk/outsider pop
Corn out now via Gardenhead Records
also in Moon by Moon
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